Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High?
I'm still alive, unfortunately.
Not sure if many people will read this, but here goes: I'm going to quit youtube, at least for a while. I'll try to explain my reason though it's a bit hard to explain.
So, obviously, there's a LOT of drama going on in the animash community. I know that it mostly has nothing to do with me (besides a few comments), but it makes me freak out. I mean REALLY freak out. I'll have random panic attacks whenever shit goes down, and there's nothing I can do about it. Once, one [negative] comment in my video freaked me out so much I passed out and had to be hospitalized for a while.
I don't want to react to things like this, but I have no control over this and my panic attack medicine isn't working. My panic attacks cause me breathing problems, heart problems, and a bunch of things. I would like to one day be able to live without being hospitalized so often, so I think that it is best that I just become less active on youtube.
I know this probably sound stupid to you guys, but that's the only way I can explain it.
I do really like editing, and I'll keep doing it with or without youtube. I might still upload, but I'll either disable the comments, not write a description or something.... I don't know yet. I might bulk upload everything a few times a year or something. I don't know yet!
....I'll probably upload something next year, at some point....
Anyways I'm not going to delete the channel, so I'll still "be" here, replying to comments, etc...
Anyways thank you to all of you who have supported me during the past 6 years. I'm sorry. I won't disable the comments on this video, so please please don't be mad or laugh at me. Please. Also, new subscribers, I'm really sorry.
