The story of the 2006 - 2007 emotional meltdown

Опубликовано: 28 Март 2025
на канале: Philip Jennelle

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I DON'T CUT ANYMORE cause I came up with very good coping skills and singing is one of them. The emotional meltdown had started back in mid-September, 2006 when I was 15 ½ and 10th grade was a very hard and horrible time and the meltdown lasted until June, 2007 I felt very invisible and lonely. Being picked on and bullied really bought my self-esteem down which led to cutting my self but I didn't do it all the time I was able to contain sometimes. I wanted to die so badly but I couldn't bring myself to suicide because there are way too many people around me who love me very much and I can't do something that would scar them for life. But I stayed strong I knew I could make it "Through The Rain" and I found my Rainbow at the end. I think one reason why I was picked on is because of a disability I have which is Asperger-Sydrome. But I'm a strong person and I don't let people down me anymore. I was feeling very invisible and so much isolation I was in so much silence it was killing me inside. The song you hear in the background is "Through The Rain" by Mariah Carey. I thought it would fit the story moment perfectly.

© 2013 Philip Jennelle

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